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Well, yesterday reali seemed like a long day for me…my mood changes as things happened… well what excatly happened, i’ll not elaborate but the person involved will know what i am implying…. 03 May 2007… i have given up totally… never look back to the past… the days ahead are still long and i’ll never be able to anticipate what will happen in the future. I will never let anyone treat me like a fool again… this will be the last time… friendships are not meant to be like this, if it does not mean anything to that person then i dun think he/she is worth it!!! I dun live for anyone but myself… i dun need Love to make it thru!!! I M NOT A FOOL AND I’LL NEVER BE ONE EVER!!!!

Hmm, let me think… i have not posted any blogs for a long time… life for me… still the same day in and day out. But the past week hasn’t been good, been sick the whole week with flu and fever…stupid stupid flu bug!!!! Life is a bit confusing these days, many many things to think about… how i wish life is not so complicating!!!! Err i m still waiting for someone to be more positive in his approach, wonder how long i have to wait. Hope not a long long long long time. "Something is missing" still till now i do not understand what he is trying to put across. But my friends all say that i m a bit blur… maybe maybe i m really blur to not understand the meaning of that phrase. Anyone who knows please enlighten me :0 Well, that’s all for now…. hee just felt like writing something today… hope it’s NOT BORING!!!!

Haiz sometimes i really wonder what life is all about!!!!! Full of problems that weare unable to solve… full of people that we find hard to understand and know their thoughts…. one minute they can be very nice to you and the next minute everything just changes….. human are so funny… men said women are difficult to understand i think their minds are even more complicating and theirs hearts are deeper than the ocean, we females will never know what is on their mind and what are their next move. Men are scary creatures… so scary that it really gave me the phobia to even talk to them…. so sorry my guy friends out there no offence but it’s really true. So guys take the time to stop for a while and think about how u actually treat the women in ur life!!!!!!

Life stills goes on after what had happened. I am still trying very very hard to forget everything. It’s no longer possible to go back as what it used to be. What is lost is lost, it will never be my anymore……………………………….

Haiz, where to start…………….., i m currently faced with a huge problem, been down the past few days…… friends have consoled me, colleagues have given me advice, family have been pressuring me, i m gg crazy…… Can someone give me a solution? I can’t take it anymore….. this is the down period in my life…..:(